i'm still alive, but my artistic abilities are waning...somehow i can't focus on art when i'm writing...my downfall >.< i average about 1 piece of art, if i'm lucky (the kiddo keeps me busy and my mind is usually on the next step in my story) ...if i'm really lucky i can do 4 pieces of art a month. Right now i'm going through any artwork i was never able to upload for lack of scanner. I shall try to put forth something soon.

To those who know and are watching Nushie-chan...do you maybe have skype? my comp is being a real biotch about letting me update my windows so i have yet to be able to dl and get on msn....blast the dial-up! If you do, catch me there...i go as ... mistresskasumi

I'm alive...it's been 2 years...but i'm back! Unfortunatly i only have dial-up....*curses the internet powers that be for not providing wireless to those in the country* Our only choises out here are Dial-up....and satelitte (if that's spelled wrong...gomen.....it's late)....but the later is too expensive currently....once i'm a famous writer....it'll be a go...but until then...i must suffer the unpleasantries of this thing.

News...i had the baby (of course...it's been 2 years)...he's two on the 31st O.o; hai hai...already!! little Dorian....his enitials are D.R.E.D Heh....my husbands idea

Other news...i have finished my first book and am in the works of finding an agent. O.o; hai..an agent, feels weird saying it...as if i were someone important! It already feels weird and i haven't found one yet...demo....i'll get used to it eventually i guess. I hope to get my book published soon...i'm already halfway through it's sequal! XD Waii desu ne? I'm excited! and nervous! and panicing! O.O *keels over at thought of an agent*

Well i know i don't journal often but oh well...i have 6 others i hafta keep up with. Finally uploaded more pics, i'd been laking in that. ah well.

So, update. I am married and pregnant, about 3 monthts along now. Won't know what i'm having til my doc appointment in october. I hope it's a girl! XD

Big hug to my bro Bic, i haven't seen you in soooooo long, you are never on anymore! *pouts* hope i see you soon. I'm on aim during the day now and sometimes late at night. Catch ya later.

in a good mood...have met someone who has quickly become a great friend....and strangly looks like my late friend......very odd yes.......but he's cool and i'm getting histerical..it's too early in the morning.............or too late at night............whatever

*huggles puter* finally got it back....one night without the computer and i was completely bored..~,~....well it's working again...not booting me offf 5 million times in one night..not racking up billions of errors every time i get online. it's running much smoother now...thankfully. For some reason...i dun't know how, but the guy said the comp was reading 2099...O.o; how the hell did that happen?! Anywho...just glad to be online again!